So
9 times out of ten I leave Emma's diabetes appointments fighting tears,
sometimes i cry the whole way home and sometimes i cry all day. It just
builds and builds you know. I usually receive bad numbers on an
important blood test that clues us in on how bad her diabetes is and her
doctor scares the crap out of me when he does the math on how long we
have now until the scary/ life threatening complications set in. Pretty
depressing to go through that every 1-2 months when I spend 24/7
fighting this nasty disease and trying so hard to get her sugar in
control. But this time we had our breath of fresh air and got not only
good news but great news. Numbers came way down and it took great power
to not bust into the happy dance right there in the office. I didn't do
anything diff so I got more proof it's just the disease and not me! Me
and em, we jammed the whole way home. Best day ever.......
Lisa Cheney
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